Really
been struggling today with the whole sobriety thing, but have been able
to ward off the alcohol demons so far. It's really weird that the
relapse can happen in the blink of an eye and when least expected. I
will have to guard against "stinking" thinking and know when I become vulnerable to the temptation.
On a more positive note, I talked with my recruiter today and all set
to get started on the 7th. I'm really looking forward to getting back
to work and making the dollars! Selling my Blazer to live off the money
while I'm in training and have a guy coming by in a little bit to take
a test drive. He came by yesterday and looked at it, but couldn't drive
it until today. Hopefully, he will love it as much as I have and put
some cash in my hand :) The in-laws have bought a new car and are
"giving" the wife their old one. It would really be a blessing if we
could at least sell one of them soon.
Anyway, I've been alcohol free for 7 days and know I can't drink
today either. I'm hoping it gets easier as time goes by. Until
next time, stop by and check out my new articles on addiction at My Addicted Mind.Com and if you need to locate an AA meeting in the Akron, OH area, check this link - www.akronaa.org - for meetings and times. Thanks. |
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